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12 vs 21

i'm now 21..previously, i was juz thinking tt it is only the number increase besides the wrinkles here n there...but, there's much more..i'm no longer 12 tt can rely on my parents whenever my lecturers scold or punish me (though formerly i always thought tt i'm mature enough, i still somehow tell my parents), i'm no longer 12 tt thought what is the point of having parents if they don't responsible enough? i'm no longer a kid tt can always feel ease and happy, i'm no longer 12 tt can easily ask my parents for money, i'm no longer 12 tt always fighting with my siblings....

i'm now 21 who has to responsible for my own mistakes, I'm now 21 to think as long as my parents are still alive, tt is more than enough no matter whether whether they are sick, disabled, dotage etc...i'm now 21 tt sometimes feel upset, regret...i'm now 21 and have to economically spend, i'm now 21 tt lucky to hv my siblings...

juz so many things changes for the 9 years without me, realizing it..not only school, but the whole environment...therefore, appreciate whatever u hv now even u don't really comfort with it or else u'll regret when it deprived...

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sungai n batu

last time during my schooldays, one of my principles of life is 'jdlah sungai yg sentiasa mengalir, jgn jd batu yg menghalangnya'. Actually, i got the principle from a tv drama series which i couldn't remember da title...however, as long as i get the message, it's ok right...urrrp...right??? people may translate this phrase as they want to, but for me, 'jdlah 'sungai yg sentiasa mengalir' means move on with ur lives,although you feel like nobody will be with you, you are alone... don't ever feel like the God is not being fair with you coz God knoe better than you do...He already plan ur journey of lives n da thin' tt can we do are obey what are obliged n stay away from what are prohibited...God will not test His followers till out of the capabilities. thus, be optimist as it will provide you with another view of a situation rather than being pesimistic. Remember, bright future is waiting for you. Don't ever feel like ur life is not worthy...If God does grant ur wish, means tt God like u, if God delay in granting ur wish means tt God is testing n if God doesn't granted ur wish at all means tt God hv planned sth better for u...juz tawakal n pasrah..

while 'jgnlah jd batu yg menghalangnye' means don't eva be the barrier tt can hinder ur or other success...sometimes u urself are the stone than restrain urself from succeed..u feel like u don't hv enough confident in urself...u always view ppl as better than u n u r nobody...nobody care bout u...nobody be bother to get to know u n nobody even realize tt u were there...if u hv this kind of feeling, pay 1000000% attention to this...'everyone is trying to fit in' everyone feels the same feeling...the differences are how u view the feeling n how u handle it...if u r pesimist, u will take it as destructive n will make u become worse...then, think, who will help u?? who'll named u as their fren?? nobody will respect for such ppl.

Hence, does being pesimistic'll help u?? sometimes it may help as it keep u alert n try harder for not expecting for granted...but in most time it will make you such 'a loser' especially while u r searching ur true identity..so be optimist...keep in mind tt u r da better than the best...ignore those critics tt u feel destructive n move on with ur life...u r what u think u r...

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better than the best

this is the motto of my previous school, MJSC Tranx..memule rase cam sengal je motto nih...x leh bla langsung....awat x pilih motto yg can be considered as more BOMBASTIC n VERY FANTASTIC?...adik ak yg mase 2 tgh tadika pon faham...tp bile ak tgk kengkwn asyik nk jd 'da best' ak pon terpk motto nih balik...rupenye mendalam sungguh motto nih..jd la diorg da best coz I'M BETTER THAN THE BEST!!-better than the best motivational phrase ever-

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mistake and sin

 ppl always said..'silap aku, ak berdosa'. But have u ever realize that mistake is not equal to sin? Actually there are a lot of differences btween mistake and sin...
1. mistake is done unpurposely, vice versa
2. sin can be avoided, vice versa
3.there are says that don't afraid to make a mistake, but feel scare to do sin
4. mistake improve ourselves while sin..
5. mistake can be easily forgiven, vice versa

Mistakes is done frequently no matter how charming, how classy, how elegant, how rich, how poor, how independent and whatsoever...
so don't scare to admit mistake as everybody make mistake...
'nobody perfect and that is why in Arabic human is called an-nas, which also means forget...
 human = forget
As everybody make mistake, why don't forgive mistake done by others?

Only Allah knows best...

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earthquake???

earthquake  yg melanda Sumatera semalam membuatkn ak tigtkn tsunami n satu lg  earthquake  yg ak x ingat namenye...
nk tau pe psamaannye???
Ketiga2  earthquake  2 berlaku tanpa ak merasainye...
mase tsunami dlu, mase 2 ak ngan adik-bradik ak tgh tgk kartun kot..cuti skolah kn...
pe lg sambil ngadap tv sambil mkn...
mase 2 mak ak tgh bkebun kt luar umah...
pas2 tetibe je mak ak masuk umah kate rase cam nk pitam2...
ktorg suh rehat jap coz nnt nk g beraye...
kalo otak ak masih boleh dipakai lg...mase 2 hari raye...
x kisah r raye ke bape...asalkan raye...
pas2 ble ktorg g umah kwn mak ak kt Kedah kot...kwn mak ak gtau...otw nk g umah die jam coz baru blaku  earthquake...
2 r  earthquake yg 1st ak tau ia berlaku...selame ni ak juz tgk tv or dgr berita je psl negara len...
tp ktorg x amik serius sgt coz rase cam x serius... ktorg siap balik umah naik feri lg... bukan salah ktorg, company feri 2 yg x halang.. ktong cool je...malam 2 ble mak n bapak ak tgk berita (berita adalah untuk org tue) ..barulah ak tau seriusnye  earthquake  yg berlaku 2 soknye...

earthquake yg ke2 mase ak kt hostel.. mase 2 ak form 4 kot... bru masuk skolah...malam 2 after prep ak g solat, gosok gigi n basuk muke...ak ngan rum8 ak sembang2 r... pas2 ble jam ak kul dh kul 12.00 ak pon menutup mate ak, membiarkan rum82 ak yg len trus sembang coz diorg mmg cam2...ske tdo lmbt..x sempat nk mimpi pon tetebe je...'mai, bgn..de gempa bumi' salah sorang rum8 ak mgerakkn ak... dengan pantasnye ak membuka mata dan dengan toyanye ak bertanye,' nk wat pe ni?' diorg ajak turun bawah tp x de org len pon yg trun bwh... semua org tggu kt pin2 menantikan arahan seterusnye...'baru r ak tau...ble berlakunye  earthquake  kena kuar umah...
bkn salah ak... x de org penah gtau ak...pas2 de plak bebdk yg kate warden suh duk je dlm blek...kalo tjadi lg gegaran bru turun...so ktorg pon kunci r balik blek n start to sleep. ak pon tgk jam...12.06 maksudnye earthquake 2 berlaku beberape minit je after ak tdo...
skali lg ak x merasai  earthquake  yg berlaku kt tmpt ak...

semalam plak, mase blakunye  earthquake  2, ak n ain tgh bukak pose.. tgh syok2 ktorg makan yong tau fu n burger...zehan balik... tetiba je die tanye...'fatin de msg korg x?' dgn selenganye ain tanye,'fatin mane lak nih?? zehan jwb,'fatin, nadiah fatin,' ak pon check phone, x de pon, nape?? zehan cakap fatin msg die tanye rase x de gegaran? diorg kt sec 7 dh bkeliaran kt bwh coz gegaran 2 rase kuat sgt..mmg tkejut gak mase 2 coz blek ain n zehan 2 tingkat 5, kalo blek ak len r...tgkt 2...kalo x rase agak logik r...sklai lg ak x merasai gegaran yg ketiga kalinye berlaku dlm hidup ak...

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panas!!!

mesti sesape yg tbace tajuk ni rase ak de  cite panas  kn??
x pon  burger panas ...
bkn...
sebenarnye hati ak yg  panas  sebab semalam...

semalam dengan tabahnye ak berpose...
korg egt senang ke nk pose time2 raye nih???
dugaannye lebih banyak dr bulan pose coz lebih rmai yg x pose
ak n kengkawan ak g r DC tuk bli mknn cam tuk bbuke cam biase
mase 2 DC tu pack gler, semua tempat berderet order...
dh r lauk pon x de, mmg pokoknye selain order dh x de mknn len r. ak dgn takbur, bangga n riaknye mengajak kenekawan ak g ******* ***** ( korg pk r sendri) tuk order coz setahu ak diorg masak cepat skit kalo order nasi goreng kg. So ktorg pon dgn yakin n confidentnye order r nasi goreng kg 4.Pas2 ktorg tggu r.. tunggu punye tunggu..ktorg tunggu.. last ble tahap kepanasan ak dh 50'C, ak pn g dpn2 kakak 2...
pas2 ak tunggu lg...
ak tunggu punye tunggu, adela lebih krg stgh jam... hati ak mmg dh  panas gler dh hampir 99.9'C, dh r x solat Asar lg...
mase 2 dh 6.40-masuk wak2 kt cni dh r awal, x mcm kt PENANG ak pon tanye r kakak 2 dgn pnuh hemah...
'kak, kwn sy punye order ble leh dpt? namenye zehan'
Dengan tenangnye kakak 2 menjawab ' lepas mghrb dik'

Ya Allah, panas hati ak dh smpai 899'C dh nih...
bkn nk gtau awal2 yg x dpt wat cepat... dkt 1 jam ktorg tunggu...cam2 je jwpn die..
ak tanye lg 'kak, kwn sy pose, x leh tolong ke kak?' coz setahu ak org pose nih bnyk org suke tolong
dengan selambenye kakak 2 goyang kepala, kalo goyang angguk x pe, ni goyang geleng..
denagn tahap kepanasan hati yg telah mencapai takat didih yg terlampau ak n kengkwn meninggalkan kakak 2 dgn order2nye..

pas2 ktorg terlalu dkt ******, diorg de jual burger, pe lg.. ktorg pon order r...nasib baik x yah tunggu lame gle... de r dlam 15 minit gitu...

pas2 oleh sebab takut x sempat balik D% tuk solat Asar, ktorg g surau Melati...
Bru je nk ruku' bergema r azan Magrb...

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cuti raye dh abih!!!


penat gler  ak mghitung ari tuk raye...


alih2 raye yg   seminggu   2 rase cam   2 minit   je...


bru je ak rase ak  tgh pack brg  tuk balik...


dh ak de  kt cni  balik...

dh r keuntungan duit raye amat  TIDAK  memberansangkan...

tp x pe...

ak dh memblacklistkn anak2 diorg tuk raye taun dpn... 


korg tunggu r...


raye pertame ak juz dpt duit raye dr  parents  ak je...


2 pon parents ak  share...

kalo dlu bg asing2... 


raye kedua ak n my sis pkai t-shirt n suar biase je...


baru r de tangan yg menghulurkan sumbangan...


ALHAMDULILLAH...


semoga  Allah  meRAHMATI  korang  n  ak...





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test2 yang muncul tanpe diundang...

FUUHHH!!!!
lega gile even x study gile2...
test Islamic Financial Planning n Arab dh settle...
dh namenye x de nawaitu nk menempuhi...
memang berserah totally to Qada' n Qadar...

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raye!!!


Sesungguhnye dh x de

NAWAITU, KETABAHAN dan
KESABARAN

dlm diri ak tuk menempuh seminggu ini..


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